Week 4 has been challange! Many things have come down upon me and my family this week. My husband is struggling with his personal challanges and is finally asking for help. We celebrated Addisons 5th birthday with his friends and the next day with our family. Needless to say...stress and exhaustion turned me back to food as a coping mechanism.
I woke up today and restarted my resolve to us food a fuel first....the day went well. I am trying to give myself a little break...everything that has been happening over the last month is taking its toll...I need to take some down time to care for myself and my needs. Blogging is one of those things that I want to do for myself...just to get all the stuff out!
So today I journalled, stayed within my points and threw out the rest of the damn cake. No one but me eats the stuff...and I am paying money to loose weight, therefore the cake is gone. I am going to weigh in in the morning. I am ready for little to no weight loss this week and likely next week too. As I read early on- I am treating this as a pregnancy when you want to not be pregnant any longer you can just throw in the towel, you need to continue through the whole nine months (God willing). My due date isn't until December 30th....I will come back after weigh in on Wednesday and update.
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