Well...I am trying to regain some control of my eating. I was doing so d**n well then whamo! what the heck happened. My friend asked me what I was afraid of??? well, I can't seem to figure that out but I need to move on and continue on this journey of weight loss and reclaiming me! First and fore most for me, but also for my kids. I don't want them to grow up watching me struggle with weight loss for the rest of my life. I don't mind them seeing me struggle to maintain my weight because I believe even the thin people do this.....that is why they are thin and I am not! Enough with the negative talk and poor food choices and just plain gluteny. I had reached 228 lbs and have been maintaining, but today the scale was up, only a 1 1/2 but it is up and this isn't going to be the beginning of the gain but the beginning of the loss! My son is having sugery in the morning, the weekend will be my time to regroup my thoughts and focus my energy to healthy choices and start anew. I know I can succeed at this and want to get back to running and living a healthy life. I just need to keep my focus! I am not sure if anyone reads these, but they help clear my head.
Well, off to read my book during a little quiet time! Yeah for me@!
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